
ku solat dengan penuh khusyuk..mengadap yang maha esa..dengan penuh merendah diri..terasa diri ini amat kerdil dihadapanNYA..saat ku bersujud..mengharap keredhaanNYA..dada ku berasa sakit..aku tidak berdaya walau untuk mengangkat tangan..terjelepok di sejadah...kebetulan ibuku dan seorang jemaah membantuku..ku panggil jemaah wanita itu 'makcik'...makcik itu berkata masa ku sudah tiba...maut datang menghampiri..aku sedang tenat...dan nyawa ku berada di kepala sekarang..bila-bila masa saja aku akan kembali kepadaNYA..aku tidaka mampu berkata-kata..makcik itu berkata mohonlah maaf kepada sesiapa yang aku inginkan sebelum nyawamu ditarik..dengan keadaan suara yang tidak terdaya..ku memohon kemaafan kepada ibuku sambil menangis teresak-esak..selepas itu..ku cuba menelfon ayahku..pembantu ayahku mengatakan dia sibuk...hanya Tuhan yang tahu hatiku..aku dalam keadaan nazak tetapi ayahku tidak dapatku hubungi dan mungkin saja inilah kali terakhir aku dapat mendengar suara ayahku..tetapi mungkin saja tidak sempat buatku..aku menangis..ibu dan malcik tua tadi menenangkan ku..mereka mengajar ku mengucap dua kalimah syahadah..ku dapat rasa umpama nyawaku ditarik perlahan-lahan..sakitnya tidak dapat ku katakan..teramat perit..saat nyawaku ditarik..aku tidak mampu mengucapkan ape2...alhamdullilah..nyawaku ditarik ketika aku dan ibu sedang beriktikaf di masjid..dalam keadaan diriku suci ..wudhuk..alhamdullilah..air mataku berlinang..takut dan bermacam perkara bermain di minda..ya ALLAH..aakah nanti di saat malaikat menanyakan ku soalan..mampukah aku menjawab??cukupkah amalan ku selama ini???antara amalan dan dosa..mana satu yang lebih berat??aku tidak mampu berfikir ape2 lagi..ya Allah..permudahkanlah..kurangkanlah kesakitan kematian ini..aku di ambang kematian..
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tibe2 ku terdengar bunyi lagu "aku adalah lelaki"...hahaha...mimpi rupenya..namun..air mataku mengalir tanpa henti..aku bersyukur yang Allah memberikan aku kesempatan sekali lagi untuk bertaubat dan menghabiskan sisa hidup ini dengan keimanan di dada untuk memuji,bertasbih dan bertahmid padaNYA..alhamdullilah..thank you ALLAH..
sahabat yang dikasihi Allah sekalian...sedarlah..hidup ini hanya sekali..janganla kita biarkan hidup ini diisi dengan keseronokkan duniawi yang sementara...kerana di syurga nanti menanti seribu satu keseronokkan yang kekal abadi..ingatlah...maut itu tidak menegenal usia..jantina..pangkat..kecantikkan atau apa sahaja..apabila Allah berkata kun fa yakun..kita tidak akan dapat lari dari ketentuanNYA..kita diturunkan ke dunia ini sebagai khalifahNYA..keseronokkan yang ada merupakan ujian dan dugaan atas keteguhan iman kita..jadikan al-quran sebagai panduan dan bukannya hiasan di rumah..jadikan masjid sebagai tempat yang paling suka kita kunjungi dan bukannya pub atau disko...ingatlah..jadilah insan yang berguna..bertaubatlah sebelum terlewat...
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
mAiNaN tiDUrr.....zZzZzZzZz.....
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Thursday, June 4, 2009
iNdAh...
INDAH.....em...sering kita dengar org berkata "indah....."...untuk memuji sesuatu yg cantik...sama ada kepada manusia,tumbuh-tumbuhan,pemandangan dan apa sja..tetapi...sy rasa pelik sgt ble ramai yg sanggup berebut-rebut untuk memiliki keindahan dunia...tapi syg...keindahan syurga..bidadari..pernahke kita benar2 ingin memilikinya..mendiaminya..???...jika ya alhamdullilah..jika tidak subhanaallah...muhasabah diri kita...apa matlamat sebenar kita dalam hidup ini??mengapa dan untuk apa kita dilahirkan???apa yang kita kejar sebenarnya dalam hidup???adakah kita mengejar sesuatu yang xpasti selama ini???astaghfirullah....keindahan yang diberi oleh Yang Maha Esa merupakan ujian buat kita...dapat kita lihat..ramai yang terpesona lalu tergoda..tersungkur di pertengahan jalan...lupa akan maha pencipta..lupa janji kita terhadapNYA sebelum diturunkan ke rahim bonda..lupa segala-galanya...adakah kita manusia yang bersyukur???atau kita ini tamak...???jika ya..mengapa harus tunggu dan terusan bertangguh lagi??TAUBAT!!ya...memang ini yang harus kita lakukan...tetapi mengapa kita sering beri alasan.."ala..nanti2le..sibuk r..."..."ala..kubur lain2..jangan sibukle.."....
sedar xsedar..betapa kita bodoh dengan kejahilan,keangkuhan dan keegoan diri yang tidak membawa apa-apa erti...kita menganggap mereka yang memberi nasihat kepada diri kita seperti penyibuk..bz body...mata kita sentiasa jelas dan terang terhadap kelemahan,kesalahan insan di sekeliling kita tetapi diri sendiri.."oww..im perfect.."...masyaallah..xsedarke yang kita ini sebenarnya lebih teruk dari orang lain???ape yang kita lihat ..kelemahan pada orang lain merupakan pantulan siapa kita sebenarnya...nauzubillah...
siapa dan apa tanggujawab kita di dunia ini???kita telah pon berjanji kepada Tuhan..kita adalah khalifahNYA..yang akan memakmurkan dunia ini dengan kalimah Allah dan di bawah panji ISLAM...jadi sekarang..sudah jelas dan terang apa matlamat kita sebagai MANUSIA???apa yang harus kita lakukan???pastinya kita tidak mahu di saat sakaratul maut datang menghampiri...barulah kita menyesali dengan segala yang kita lakukan selama ini...oleh itu..apa termenung lg???membuang masa dengan angan yang sia-sia...mari kita semua berusaha mendaulatkan ISLAM...jangan jadikan hidup ini sia-sia...jadilah insan yang sentiasa merindui syahid..bukannya Islam hanya sekadar nama...Allahuakbar!!!
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Monday, June 1, 2009
rAsA hAti
kawan..kadang2 kita rasa kita sudah cukup membahagiakan sahabat teman atau kawan kita..namun...tanpa disedari..kita melukai hati mereka...aku juga insan biasa..tapi seringkali aku terlupa...tersasar tutur bicaraku..entah bagaimana harus ku luahkan...seorang sahabat yang aku sayang akhirnya pergi menjauhkan diri dairku tanpa kata..yang dulu setia disisiku dan selalu menghulur bantuan kepadaku.....puas juga ku pohonkan kemaafan namun dia tetap berdiam diri..membisu seribu kata....ya ALLAH..berikan ku kekuatan dalam menghadapi ranjau kehidupan ini...aku pohon padaMU..tabahkan hatiku untuk menghadapi segalanya..dan bukakanlah pintu hati sahabatku untuk memaafkan ku...
ku ingat lagi..kali terakhir aku berbicara dengannya adalah ketika itu aku meminta bantuannya...namun begitu..aku tidak memaksa..hanya bertanya jika dia dapat membantuku...yang aku perasan pada waktu itu ialah dia kurang bercakap..tidak seperti selalu..keesokkan harinya dan seterusnya..dia tetap membisukan diri...apakah salahku??mngkin juga dia berasa terbeban dengan sikapku..apa yang mampu ku lakukan..sememangnya sikap suka bertanya itu memang sejak kecil lagi..xpela..jika dia tidak dapat bertahan lagi dengan ku..
aku hanya mampu berdoa agar dia sentiasa bahagia walau aku tanpa disisinya..dan mungkin dia lebih bahagia tanpa aku disisinya...aku hanya ingin dia bahagia..namun,mampukah aku hadapinya nanti di kampus???sedangkan aku dan dia punya tanggungjawab di dalam jemaah yang sama...mampukah aku hadapi di samping menggalas amanah tatkala wajahnya yang sepi ku pandang tanpa bicara??atau perlukah aku pergi dari memegang sebarang amanah agar dia selesa untuk melaksanakan amanahnya...ya ALLAH........berikanku petunjuk MU..apakah yang terbaik harus aku lakukan??tidak mampu hati ini memandang wajah yang dulu penuh senyuman mesra pabila memandangku...sentiasa bertoleransi dalam melaksanakan tanggungjawab bersama...berkongsi pengalaman dan idea...mampukah diri ini menghadapinya???
teman..maafkanlah diri ini..segala kekhilafan diri ini..TUHAN..kuatkan hati ini..ampunkan aku...dulu,kau selalu berkata...mimi..ape2 masalah beritahu je k..insyaallah..kita akan membantu...kerana dalam dunia ni,,,tiada manusia yang tiada masalah...aku masih ingat kata2mu sahabatku...memang perit apabila kita kehilangan insan yang amat kita sayang dan percaya...
kamar hatiku sekian lama..suram dan sepi kekosongan..aku mencari insan sejati..untuk menemani hidupku..
mungkin..aku bukan sahabat yang baik...aku xmampu membahagiakan sahabat yang ku sayang..mungkin..aku xperlu berkawan dengan sesiapa..dan lepaskan amanah yang diberi...biarla aku bersendiri..daripada melukai hati insan2 yang aku sayang....maafkan diri ini duhai teman...
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
diARy
30 may 2009
ari ni ku pergi ke super bowl...kerana aku mewakili muslimat pas...hahah..memang seronok apatah lagi diri ini yang sememangnya bosan duduk memerap dalam bilik..first time mmenjejakkan kaki ke super bowl merupakan pengalaman yang sangat bermakna buat diriku..asyik2 bola boling masuk longkang....heheh..xdapat lupe langsung
malu pon ada kerana pasukan DAP ada di sebelah pasukan ku...mereka masing2 hebat..strike...and me..msuk longkang...smpaikan jari ibuku yang luke menjadi bertambah teruk..huhu...tp xpe..pengalaman mengajar kite erti ketabahan..ketika pertandingan tamat..tanpa disangka mata comelku ini ternampak sekujur tubuh yang sebelum ini merupakan teman yang rapat dengan ku namun kini hubungan kami renggang..ats kehendakku...menggigil..campur terkejut...apa tidaknya..kami tidak pernah berjumpa wlau sudah saling mengenali selama hampir 4 tahun..mungkin ini kuasa Tuhan...namun diri ini menerima dengan hati yang terbuka...
emmm..yang pasti..ukhuwah yang terputus antara kami tetap akan terputus.....??
namun ku sedar antara kami ada pertalian kekeluargaan...moga Allah kuatkan hati ini menempuhi segalanya..kerana ku yakin..setiap apa yang terjadi pasti ada makna yang tersembunyi..yang hanya kita rasai selepas mengalami peristiwa tersebut...kerana ALLAH hanya akan menguji kita ...sesuai dengan kemappuan diri kita..sesungguhnya DIA MAHA MENGETAHUI AKAN SEGALA SESUATU...namun,dalam kita diuji..ada kala diri ini rasa lelah dalam perjuangan..tanpa disedari,air mata mengalir...adakah aku harus berputus asa??berhenti di persimpangan??menyesali segala yang ditakdirNYA??haruskah aku jadi begitu??ku titip doa pada YANG MAHA KUASA..meluahkan segala yang terpendam..ku tahu...jika ku terus berdiam diri dan membiarkan masa memotongku...amatlah rugi diri ini...
setiap minngu,aku dan teman2 kampus ku akan pergi ke rumah anak2 yatim ...di sana..aku berasa tenang sekali..walau dalam hiruk piruk suara anak2 yang dahagakan kasih sayang..belaian manja...ini kerana...apabila melihat adik2ku ini...gelak ketawa umpama tiada masalah yang melanda..tanpa ku sedari,,,mereka lebih hebat diuji dari diriku..apalah sangat jika dibandingkan dengan mereka...aku harus kuat...menjadi seperti mereka..walaupun kecil tetapi kuat dan tabah dalam menghadapi hidup ini...redha akan segala yang menimpa...aku berasa malu teramat sangat..merintih hiba atas ujian yang tidak seberapa..ya ALLAH,beriknku kekuatan dan ketabahan dalam menghadapi ranjau kehidupan ini..amiiinnn...
ketika di kampus...ku mencari sesuatu yang berharga..sesuatu yang dapat memberiku ketenangan di hati ini...akhirnya..aku menyertai usrah di kampusku..usrah JIM dan juga usrah ISMA'..alhmadullilah..banyak sekali informasi2 yang ku dapat...penegetahuan..teman2 yang sentiasa rindukan ALLAH...syukur padaMU..di sini,baru ku sedari..ya ALLAH..betapa jahilnya aku..begitu banyak ilmuMU yang masih belum ku kaji..subhanallah...moga KAU sentiasa memberkati diri ini..di dunia dan akhirat..aminn...
ku tahu...dalam perjuangan hidup ini..ISLAM adalah matlamatku...aku rela berjuang keranaNYA...namun,begitu banyak ranjau penuh berliku yang harus ku hadapi...kesabaran ku sering saja tergugah...iman ku sering diuji...ketabahnku sering tergoyah...mudah2an Allah tetapkan ku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segalanya...kerana hidup di dunia ini merupakan medan pertempuran buat kita...kuatkan hati ini..menghadapi segala yang mendatang...
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ISLAM and CHRISTIANITY

Islam and Christianity
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oleh: Imakubex
(THIS ARTICLE IM COPIED FROM ILUVISLAM WEBSITE)
bismillahirrahmnairrahim,
1st and foremost, all praises be to Him who gave me the strength and will to complete both my books and a part of my studies for the coming exams, all the while keeping me busy with issues of both the Islamic world and the world without it.
The book that I have just finished is entitled: Muhammad, Biography of a Prophet by Karen Armstrong, and it is quite interesting to see the link of that particular book with what is happening to the Muslims ummah today, especially that of the small sect in Malaysia.. Anyways, I find Malaysia a funny and quite intriguing country; it has a large (more than half) Muslim majority, ruled by Muslim leaders with a Muslim parliamentary monarchy system, has a minority non-Muslim population and also has some of its roots embedded in Western colonialism and secularismwhen discussing matters regarding, say, secularism and imperialism, one cannot run from the fact that these ideas evolved in an era in which Muslims were dominant and in a socio-political scene that is of the total reverse from that of Muslims. Yet it is interesting to note that most Muslims can’t seem to find the link between secularism, Christianity and Islam, and seem to think that anything from the West, or the 1st World, at least, is bad because it has non-Islamic ideals attached to it.
Before i start, i would like to say that if there are any errors or discrepancies in the things that I say here, especially historically, then I am more than happy to change it, if readers would be so kind as to point it out and why it is wrong.
Now, let us take a brief tour of the 2 religions that has until recently seem to be bitter enemies, and can’t seem to reconcile their differences, until the advent of the modern age (even then, there is a sort of uneasy truce between people of both religions), namely, Islam and Christianity. Islam’s message is inevitably linked with the idea of social justice. The prophet Muhammad P.B.U.H preached his message in a society which has abandoned the old tribal system of communalism and seem to have adopted a more individualistic and capitalistic mentality because of the recent settling down in Mecca after generations of nomadic life (of course, we are talking about the Quraysh here, which settled in Mecca relatively recently and has become more and more accustomed to city life, which disregards a lot of the tribal morality and ethics that has been the time-honoured traditions of the Arabs). The society in Mecca was a mess; infanticide, adultery, murder are only a few vices in which Arabs at that time thought as being the norm. In such a situation, it is only natural that the Prophet preaches a message of social justice, in which the poor and the rich is given equal right, and society abide by an egalitarian code in which everyone gets what is due for him, and no one is treated in an unjust manner. The culmination of this ideal is the rise of Medina after the hijra, which later became the 2nd most important city in Islam after Mecca, and subsequently saw the expansion of the Islamic message to the rest of the world, ushering a period of, as been put by Karen very nicely, pax islamica, in which the ideals of Islam were seen to have ruled the world.
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In contrast, Christianity developed in what is known as pax romana, a situation where there is already a very strong governing body. Jesus had not had the need for a kingdom down on earth. even in the Bible it is said that Jesus claimed that his kingdom is not here on earth, but that of the other world. The early Christians did not have to wrestle with the ideas and ideals of governance, and concern themselves more with the battle for the soul, the purification of the soul, if you like. And to make matters worse, Christians are persecuted by the Roman rulers, which made life difficult for them, making some of them running to remote places such as deserts so that they are able to practice their religion without fear of their pagan rulers. Christianity only came to the forefront of civilization, if you like, when Constantine (sometimes called ‘the Great’) “adopted” Christianity. The exact historical sequence of this is still a bit vague to me, but i think it could be suffice for me to point out that after this, Christianity began to prosper in Rome, who was the precursor to the Byzantine Empire. To be honest, I am not that well read in Christianity’s development, and therefore, i shall not indulge too much time in trying to explain everything regarding the Christian faith; it will be an injustice on my part if I were to do that, but i will try to give an overview of the different situation between both faiths, and how it affects the development of thoughts in both religions.the rest of this is history, but interestingly, after the Western Roman empire collapsed, we saw the Church’s increasing influence in society (perhaps due to the insecurity that people feel by the fragmentation of power during that time), and that the Church began to develop a unique system of law and control over their medieval believers. They started to intrude upon people’s lives, and started an effort to try to control people’s way of thinking.
In such a climate the modern stream of thought was conceived, and it is quite understandable that they should separate religion from the state because of what they see as the failure of the Church and that religion, as they understand it, may not have been sufficient to include all this new developments in science and logic that has been made. (this is truly very crude, i apologize for the lack of refinement). The result of this, in a nutshell, is the style of thinking that we see today; that of secularism and atheism, which, to be honest, is very much understandable if we look at it in the historical context.however, there was never such a tradition in the Islamic world; politics, religion, science and logic has always come hand in hand and there should never be a separation of the state and religion, lest the rulings of God is not enforced. The Islamic tradition has always been an egalitarian one, that everyone is equal in the eyes of God, and that the rulers are merely entrusted with the heavy burden of administrating the earth. This mentality explains the various dynasties in the Islamic world and also the culture of knowledge that evolved in the Muslim world. This is not to say that there wasn’t any such culture in medieval Europe, just that most of the knowledge at that time, as far as i can tell, is in the hands of the monks, and that education is limited to a very few privileged few. When the Western “onslaught” came, it is interesting to note that Muslims, at first, reacted very creatively and was very welcoming of the new innovations of the West. But because of circumstances, and due to some extent to the weakness of Muslims, their empire disintegrated and Western powers started to crave up Muslim lands at their whim. Such a behaviour may be seen as evil to the Muslims, but it is quite normal for any power to do this, and such a thing has always been the wont of men. Reading through histories of other civilizations will convince you of this.
The reaction by Muslims to this could not have been more pronounced. many of them see the Western advances, with their technological superiority and radically different and alien ideologies must have seemed to them to be an affront to what the whole of Islam, and many of the relics of such thinking is present to even this day; the inherent hatred an suspicion to the West, rejecting everything Western, the longing for the Caliphate system of the past, etc. I am not saying that we should accept everything that is presented before us, nor should we disregard the ideas of bringing the Caliphate back (that is another topic for debate), but what I am trying to put forth here is that the mentality and ideologies of the West has evolved in such circumstances that is understandable, and that Muslims should not have this “siege mentality” that is so very obvious in society. Rather, Muslims should be like the Muslims of old; confident and accommodating to all cultures, taking the good and compatible aspects of other religions and culture to be assimilated into the Muslim Islamic culture, and not shunning other people’s ideas without having first understood whence it comes from and what is the effect of such ideologies to the society of that culture, and what could be the good and bad implications of such ideologies have to the Muslims in general.
Therefore, think before you act.
wallahua’lam
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
TaKe sHaHaDa

Take Shahada
(this article im copied from muslim bridges web site)
There is no god worthy of worship except God and Muhammad (peace be upon Him) is His messenger
This declaration of faith is called the Shahada, a simple formula which all the faithful pronounce. In Arabic, the first part is la ilaha illa Allah - "there is no god except God"; ilaha (god) can refer to anything which we may be tempted to put in place of God -- wealth, power, and the like. Then comes illa Allah:" except God, the source of all creation. The second part of the Shahada is Muhammadun rasulu Allah: "Muhammad (peace be upon Him) is the messenger of God". A message of guidance has come through a man like ourselves.
la ilaha illa Allah, Muhammadun rasulu Allah
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Saturday, May 23, 2009
mUsLiMs aNd PrAyEr

Muslims and Prayer
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oleh : everjihad
(THIS ARTICLE IM COPIED FROM ILUVISLAM WEBSITE)
Interestingly, for the millions of people enrolled in yoga classes, the Islamic form of prayer has provided Muslims for fourteen centuries with some of yoga’s same (and even superior) benefits. This simple form of “yoga” offers physical, mental, and spiritual benefits five times a day as Muslims assume certain positions while reciting Qur’an and athkar (remembrances).
If you’re interested, read further…
The Muslim prayer has five positions, and they all have a corresponding relationship with our spiritual and mental well being, according to modern scientific research.
The Takbir and Al Qiyyam (mountain pose in Yoga) - found to improve posture, balance, and self-awareness. Normalizes blood pressure, breathing, thus providing many benefits to asthma heart patients.
Placement of hands on the chest during the Qiyyam position - activates the nerve pathway, which directs our awareness of self in the world and controls the health of the muscular system, skin, intestines, liver, pancreas, gallbladder and eyes.
When the hands are held open for du’a, they activate the heart ; center of the feelings of love, harmony, and peace, and to control love and compassion. It also governs the health of the heart, lungs, thymus, immune system, and circulatory system.
When Muslims recite the Qur’an, old thoughts, feelings, fears and guilt are released or healed, and blood pressure and stress levels are reduced. Some specific sounds, in fact, correspond to major organs in the body. Vibrations made when pronouncing the long vowels, 'A', 'E' and 'U,' stimulated the heart, lungs, and the thyroid, pineal, pituitary, and adrenal glands.
The position of Ruku (forward bend) stretches the muscles of the lower back, thighs, legs and calves, and allows blood to be pumped down into the upper torso. It tones the muscles of the stomach, abdomen, and kidneys. Forming a right angle allows the stomach muscles to develop, and prevents flabbiness in the mid-section.
It also promotes a greater flow of blood into the upper regions of body – particularly to the head, eyes, ears, nose, brain, and lungs – allowing mental toxins to be released.
The Sujud - activates the person’s spiritual connection with the universe around them and their enthusiasm for spiritual pursuits. This nerve pathway is also correlated to the health of the brain, nervous system, and pineal gland. Controls basic human survival instincts and provides essential grounding. This helps to develop levelheaded and positive thinking along with a highly motivated view of life, and maintains the health of the lymph and skeletal systems, the prostate, bladder, and the adrenal glands.
The position of Al Qaadah) -(Thunderbolt Pose in yoga), which firms the toes, knees, thighs, and legs. good for those prone to excessive sleep, and those who like to keep long hours. Furthermore, this position assists in speedy digestion, aids the detoxification of the liver, and stimulates peristaltic action in the large intestine.
Last, but not least, the by turning the head towards first the right and then the left shoulder in the closing of the prayer - This nerve path is linked to the throat, neck, arms, hands, bronchials, and hearing – effecting individual creativity and communication.
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ThE aMaZiNg PhEnOmEnAn iN AZAAN

The Amazing Phenomenon of Azaan
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oleh : everjihad
(THIS ARTICLE IM COPIED FROM ILUVISLAM WEBSITE)
Azaan: The Amazing Phenomenon Amazing as it sounds, but fortunately for the Muslims of the world, it is an established fact. Have a look at a map of the world and you will find Indonesia on the eastern side of the earth. The major cities of Indonesia are Java, Sumatra, Borneo and Saibil.
As soon as dawn breaks on the eastern side of Saibil, at approximately 5:30 am local time, Fajar (Subuh) Azaan begins.
Thousands of Muazzins in Indonesia begin reciting the Azaan. The process advances towards West Indonesia. One and a half hours after the Azaan has been completed in Saibil, it echoes in Jakarta. Sumatra then follows suit and before this auspicious process of calling Azaan ends in Indonesia, it has already begun in Malaysia.
Burma is next in line, and within an hour of its beginning in Jakarta, it reaches Dakka, the capital city of Bangladesh. After Bangladesh, it has already prevailed in western India, from Calcutta to Srinagar. It then advances towards Bombay and the environment of entire India resounds with this proclamation. Srinagar and Sialkot (a city in north Pakistan) have the same timing for Azaan.
The time difference between Sialkot, Quetta, and Karachi is forty minutes, and within this time, Fajar Azaan is heard through out Pakistan. Before it ends there, it has already begun in Afghanistan and Muscat. The time difference between Muscat and Baghdad is one hour. Azaan resounds during this one hour in the environments of Hijaaz-e-Muqaddas (Holy cities of Makkah and Madinah), Yemen, United Arab Emirates, Kuwait and Iraq.!
The time difference between Baghdad and Alexandria in Egypt is again one hour. Azaan continues to resound in Syria, Egypt, Somalia and Sudan during this hour. The time difference between eastern and western Turkey is one and a half hours, and during this time it is echoed with the call to prayer. Alexandria and Tripoli (capital of Libya) are located at one hour's difference. The process of calling Azaan thus continues throughout the whole of Africa.
Therefore, the proclamation of the Tawheed and Risaalat that had begun in Indonesia reaches the Eastern Shore of the Atlantic Ocean after nine and half hours. Prior to the Azaan reaching the shores of the Atlantic, the process of Zohor Azaan has already started in east Indonesia, and before it reaches Dakka, Asar Azaan has started.
This has hardly reached Jakarta one and half hours later, the time of Maghrib becomes due, and no sooner has Maghrib time reached Sumatra, the time for calling Ishak Azaan has commenced in Saibil! When the Muazzins of Indonesia are calling out Fajar Azaan, the African Muazzins are calling the Azaan for Isha.
If we were to ponder over this phenomenon thoughtfully, we would conclude the amazing fact that there is not even a single moment when hundreds of thousands of Muazzins around the world are not reciting the Azaan on the surface of this earth. The Azaan is keep goin on and on. Non-stop! Even as you read this material right now, you can be sure there are at least thousands of people who are hearing and reciting the Azaan!!!
Allah said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you."
"Yes, I love Allah. Allah is my fountain of Life and My Savior. Allah keeps me going day and night. Without Allah, I am no one. But with Allah, I can do! everything. Allah is my strength."
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ReAsOn To SmiLE

Reasons to Smile
www.iluvislam.com
oleh : candle0505
(THIS ARTICLE IM COPIED FROM ILUVISLAM WEBSITE)
1. Smiling makes us attractive
We are drawn to people who smile. There is an attraction factor. We want to know a smiling person and figure out what is so good. Frowns, scowls and grimaces all push people away ,but a smile draws them in.
2.Smiling changes our mood
Next time you are feeling down, try putting on a smile. There's a good chance you mood will change for the better. Smiling can trick the body into helping you change your mood.
3. Smiling is Contagious
When someone is smiling they lighten up the room, change the moods of others, and make things happier. A smiling person brings happiness with them. Smile lots and you will draw people to you.
4. Smiling Relieves Stress
Stress can really show up in our faces. Smiling helps to prevent us from looking tired, worn down, and overwhelmed. When you are stressed, take time to put on a smile. The stress should be reduced and you'll be better able to take action.
5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System
Smiling helps the immune system to work better. When you smile, immune function improves possibly because you are more relaxed. revent the flu and colds by smiling.
6. Smiling Lowers Your Blood Pressure
When you smile, there is a measurable reduction in your blood pressure. Give it a try if you have a blood pressure monitor at home.
Sit for a few minutes, take a reading. Then smile for a minute and take another reading while still smiling. Do you notice a difference?
7. Smiling Releases Endorphins, Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin
Studies have shown that smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin. Together these three make us feel good. Smiling is a natural drug.
8. Smiling Lifts the Face and Makes You Look Younger
The muscles we use to smile lift the face, making a person appear younger. Don't go for a face lift, just try smiling your way through the day!you'll look younger and feel better.
9. Smiling Makes You Seem Successful
Smiling people appear more confident, are more likely to be promoted, and more likely to be approached. Put on a smile at meetings and appointments and people will react to you differently.
10. Smiling Helps You Stay Positive
Try this test: Smile. Now try to think of something negative without losing the smile. It's hard. When we smile our body is sending the rest of us a message that "Life is Good!" Stay away from depression, stress and worry by smiling.
From : Mark Stibich
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mY ReVeRsIoN tO IsLaM
My Reversion to Islam:
Jews for Allah
www.iluvislam.com
By: Yousef al Khattab
Editor: Ibn affandi
(THIS ARTICLE I COPIED FROM ILUVISLAM WEB SITE)
Yousef's family (taken from jews-for-Allah.org)
I was born to a Secular Jewish family, and at the age of 18 years old decided to look "deeper" into belief in God. Like most people, I looked at religion from a view point that was closer to me. Being that my family was Jewish and I was raised to attend Jewish schools I looked into Rabbinical "Orthodox Judaism".
In the year 1988 I entered a Yeshiva and started my journey into the Orthodox Rabbinical racist cult. In 1991 I wed my First wife (then) Luna Mellul now Qamar al Khattab. She was from the Moroccan town named Tetouan and was attending the racist Orthodox Jewish girl's seminary known as Breuers or Sampson Raphael Hirsh Bet Yaakov aka Bais Yakov.
1992 bought us the birth of my first child Abdel Rahman (formally Rachamim Cohen). Alhamdulilah he was then as he is now my pride and joy. Upon the birth of Abdel Rahman we were living in Williamsburg, Brooklyn in the Satmar Hasidic community. I used to see all the lying and cheating, government scams and money laundering using the Synagogue and Yeshiva bank accounts and the poor hygiene of these folk, and was nervous for my new born son not to grow up like these folk. We tried broadening our horizons and moved to the Ocean Parkway area of Brooklyn, later that year.
1994 till 1998 bought us the birth of 3 more wonderful children alhumdulilah. Hesibeh, Abdel Aziz (formally Ezra),and Abdullah (formally Ovadia) during these years I tried to convince myself that Judaism was a true path and I just didn't understand it because I never read the entire set of Talmud and it three different ways of understanding it including the "hidden level". You see this is the trick in the rabbinical cult, you will not EVER finish learning all the rabbinic text thus you are subservient to the Rabbis (a.k.a Elders of Zion) who will interpret Judaism for you. During this time frame the Rabbis saw that we doubted there beliefs thus constantly followed our family contacting all new friends and employers etc. The Rabbis MUST ALWAYS know where you move to and who are your friends. The Rabbis were starting to be a big nuisance as were the Rabbinical Jews so seeking a better future elsewhere we loaded up the family and moved to Palestine. (Then, like most westerners we were brainwashed to refer to the Jew entity as Israel).
September,1998 we now arrived in Ghaza or what the Jewish squatters refer to as Gush Qatif. Quickly my wife was turned off by the lies of the folk there and my son Abdel Rahman came running home from school one day saying "Daddy, my teacher doesn't cover her hair properly, her dress is to short, they don't learn Torah here and all they do is play"!! Maashaallah, my son was very correct so with no possessions or money we set off to find a home in the nearby Jew settlement of Netivot in occupied 1948 Palestine. Shas, a "religious political party" immediately helped us by providing a home and their private school system and my kids went from knowing NO Hebrew to being tops in there class alhumdulilah. During our stay in Netivot I met a Muslim from UAE and we had conversations for about 2 years where he would ask me questions about Jewish Aqeedah or Jewish creed, and then compare it to Tawheed al Elohiya a part of Islamic Monotheism. I would then go and ask major Rabbis questions about the Jewish creed and always got 60000 different answers. The Jews can't even tell you where there God is based on text; rather they say God is everywhere! (authubilah) One day I decided to go to the Arab souk and buy a translation of the meaning of the Holy Quran in the English language. Subahanallah I could not put it down!! Every problem I had with Jews and Judaism was being addressed by Allah the Most High, in the first three chapters of the Quran Allah swt answered most of my doubts about Judaism. The Quran is firm with the Jews and invites them to a just truth (Islam) to save them from the hellfire their ancestors are currently in.
When I finished reading the entire Quran, I could no longer associate with Jews any longer, thus I was obliged to tell my wife I am a Muslim. Alhamdulilah within two weeks my wife decided to read the Quran and became a Muslimah! Then the kids after her alhamdulilah. Soon after this we moved to the Palestinian Authority and East Jerusalem where we lived for almost 6 years.
Today 2006 alhamdulilah we live in Morocco. My kids' alhumdulilah no longer remember Hebrew and their first language is Arabic. All are learning in Islamic Arabic schools alhumdulilah and we thank Allah subahan w tala for blessing us with Islam.
This article was taken from Jews-for-Allah.org
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
wHy Do We ReAd AL-QURAN??????
(this article im copied from iluvislam website)
Why do we read Quran, even if we can't understand a single Arabic word? This is beautiful story, please read till end and forward to all you knows...
An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.
One day the grandson asked,
"Grandpa! I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Qur'an do?"
The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied,
"Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."
The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house.
The grandfather laughed and said,
"You'll have to move a little faster next time,"
He sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.
The old man said,
"I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough,"
He went out the door to watch the boy try again. At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would Leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.
Out of breath, he said,
"See Grandpa, it's useless!"
"So you think it is useless?"
The old man said,
"Look at the basket."
The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.
"Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and outside. That is the work of Allah in our lives."
Moral of the story : Read Al-Quran frequently as it will purify our heart. When we have pure heart, it is easy to do righteous and leave jahiliyah and badness in ourselves.
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
bEaUtiFuL wOrDs,,,,CaLm HeArT......

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.........
Friendship is a miracle by which a person contents to view from a certain distance and without coming any nearer,they are being who is as necessary to him as food......
For when who beings who are not friends are near each other..there is no meeting and when friends are apart..there is no separation...
Sahabat yang beriman ibarat mentari yang menyinar...sahabt yang setia bagai pewangi yang mengharumkan...sahabat sejati pendorong impian...sahabat berhati mulia membawa kita ke jalan ALLAH..
Pengalaman mengajar kita erti kedewasaan...inilah yang dinamakan rencah hidup...jika hidup sentiasa bahagia...kita pasti tidak dapat memahami erti kehidupan yang sebenar...
Antara pesan Lukmanul Hakim..ingat 2 perkara dan lupakan 2 perkara..ingat ALLAH dan ingat mati...lupakan kejahatan orang pada kita dan lupakan kebaikan kita pada orang...
friends like a computer..u enter in my life...i save u in my heart...i will format all of my problem to u...thats why i will never delete u from my memory..
friens are like pieces of puzzle,if u loss one,it will never be complete again,i just want u to know that u are one of the pieces that i cant afford to loss...
if two hearts are meant to be friends,no matter how long it takes,how far they go,how though it seems,fate will bring them together to share friendship forever..
keberkatan dan kemanisan perjuangan hanya untuk mereka yang sanggup berjihad dalam kepayahan mampu berkorban dalam tangisan rela imannya diuji dalam keperitan...
Dunia itu RACUN,ZUHUDlah ubatnya.KATA-KATA YANG SIA-SIA itu racun,ZIKIRlah ubatnya.UMUR itu racun TAATlah ubatnya.HARTA itu racun ZAKATlah ubatnya.SETIAP TAHUN itu racun RAMADHAN lah ubatnya.
Sekali kaki melangkah di jalan ALLAH,jangan undur,biar masa berganti,aqidah jangan mati,biar zaman berubah,keyakinan pada ALLAH jangan goyah,hidup dan mati kerana ALLAH...
Star has 5 ends,square has 4 ends,triangle has 3 ends,line has 2 ends,life has 1 ends but ALLAH'S BLESSING has NO END..
Sabda nabi: ajarkanlah mereka tentang agama,berikanlah peringatan dan jangan susahkan mereka,apabila mereka marah hendaklah kamu berdiam diri(jangan berhujah dengan mereka)
I met IMAN,TAQWA,PATIENCE,PEACE,JOY,HEALTH,LOVE&WEALTH. Today they need a permanent place to stay. i gave them your address. hope they arrived safely to see u..
ILMU penyuluh hidup,AMAL bekalan perjalanan,AKHLAK hiasan jiwa & PERIBADI menuju destinasi AKHIRAT ia sudah pasti..
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
FriENdShiP
Friendship....everybody in this world need friends to colour their life..if two heart are meant to be friends,no matter how long it takes,how far they go,how though it seems,fate will bring them together to share friendship forever....is it true???now,many people say that no one true friend we cn find in this modern world..really????i have many experience ...how u feel when your bestfriend talk about your secret..your weakness to other people????i have cry for whole day because of my bestfriend..i feel so sad...i always believe all of my friend...after that tragedy,i have start to be more carefull in choose friend...dear reader...we cannot judges person based on their appearance,how she/he talk...
Im believe..there is have someone that relly can be a good friend to us...dont make a mistake when choose a bestfriend..now im know what is a friendship..something that so precious..cannot buy...find so hard....appreciate our friend...be with them in a happy thing and sad..when your friend have a problem...dont hide from them..help them as much as u can...thay are also human like us..have feeling..that sometimes need someone to share happiness..sorrow....understand their feeling as they can understand us...be a good friend...everybody have a weaknesses...we are not perfect...accept all of the weaknesses of our friend..be with them when they need us..make Rasullullah as a our role model...that very love his friend...saidina ali,abu bakar....that have been with our prophet...in any condition...because ukhuwahfillah abadan abada...
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
LiFe
LiFe....
what is a life???
something that we have to use it for enjoy???
or the time we do our job as a khlifah???
which one is the real???
sometimes we will think..
what will happen to our life in future???
good or bad??
better or worse???
no one no know...
except ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY....
qada' and qadar that we must to believe..
iman is the precious gift that ALLAH give..
not all ummah but for selected person...
are we have iman???
if we have...strong or weak???
are we a good ummah???
follow all of the syariah that give by ALLAH...
or we make our own law???
subhanallah,,,astaghfirullah....
check our self...
heaven is our dream ...
but our deeds to ALLAH...
is it enough???
or we just want heaven but didnt do anything,,,
ignore all of the ALLAH have say..
masyaallah............
now..we can conclude...
r we good ummah???
wake up!!!!!
dont let ourself down...
dont look at others person weaknesses...
but ourself...
because when we see others weaknesses..
it is our weaknesses ....actually....
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